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First of all I must excuse myself, and nobody told me, I just do because I was born, this space is not of sadness or compassion has been so for my recent posts where I've been so coveted as an action variable. But since I believe that I am human and I have the right to screw up, I want everyone who reads it to see someone boar q struggle, that's all. Not if death comes for me now or later only q I am alive and well I am. Sorry.
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I love my family and that at least with them I have not made

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For many questions and so many things and are useless, so here I am and not I can do anything. Just live and now the question is whether such questioning did not want someone for q "I created?

really do not understand you've always been in your hand and feel q this time you will loose me as annoying. I can not see or feel anything now and do not know if it's my fault but I'm here, So I'm not much for you?

Do not I deserve more? "Death is not an option for me? Tell me something I do not understand why and that got me so? Are you having fun?
treng by such terrible thoughts to stop thinking so much

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Since Dr. Veronique, my ophthalmologist told me that the defenses are closely linked to the mood as I left thinking in my attitude and despite the odd slip, I'm not like that.

glad I am not a hopeless, I am of normal urge pulling joy. And lately I agree sadness. And I did not like, that is, being sad is not who I am, and yesterday I entered a stroke of pride watching a movie.

not pretend to be a happy sick, I know my situation, I will not say that I will be happy to solve everything, but does not involve illusion if it passes the "worst" and you'll be happy.
There are times I can not be happier with the incidents I had with the bathroom or eating among others, but I'll try to take it easy. It is not easy believe me, but I'll try.

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If anyone understand what is happening in my head

It is not easy but intemtare, at this point I feel I did what I had, I've managed to touch a little the lives of others, I've done more wearable and more unbearable, no, the touch and that was my goal. I've become what I am quieria and I love. Anque but I like to dance and laugh harder.

I want my brother to be happy, that my sister is a rebel and be happy and live my country in the field with a cow with a bell on the neck, q my family and my friends are happy, but none of that depends on me, I can not make them happy I can only laugh.

is complicated but do not expect anything for me, not that I expect nothing will happen to me, but is "good" or "bad" I gives the same. Now as tanned or insensitive that I'm not and I apologize if my post is not so full of positive energy as before is that I no longer comes so natural.

I know there are a thousand options vegetarianism, coffee enemas, and not seek to take away credibility without even try I just do not want to excite me. I do not want to find more reasons to continue living an illusion.

I think my family and my friends are enough reason.

I'm used to is not what I want but what touches me, and now that I have so many expectations that do not really understand what happens anyone give me any response. I think not just live as you can and you

As I said it is not easy, but good.

do not expect anything to myself to others, so that's it and I am right now. I do not understand the silence of God and I believe q'm like an eagle who lose everything to be reborn a few more years.

To God I want to dedicate a song to replace the baby by god.

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was hard for me to write this post and more by the strong q link I have with my faith and my religion but I do, but believe in the God who taught us , to which he resa and it solves everything.

I have to let go of God that teaches compassion, I have spent with the idea that God's magic, I have to understand that I am not a mockery of God, nor a way to laugh at people.

I have to rethink the God who taught me, which helped people to cure the sick,

is hard to see that she believed there is, I do not stop believing, but is in front of me a And God is very different from what I knew, do not know if I have is a mature way of seeing God or a figment of my situation. All I can say is that I left alone, not talking to me, it's all encrypted messages and although I do not understand any priest can tell stories about how God is wise I stick with mine, and I should not expect nothing of God.

Again, I have not stopped believing and I will not speak ill of him, it's just that the impact has been hard, and not let affect me stop going to church because I'm fucked up but I think I've gone and come back to see if he is hiding there.

If anyone has seen it is big and messy white hair, beard, as Michelangelo in The Creation of Adam and respond to multiple names, Jehovah, Allah, dog, dad look good if you tell him you have a son feels abandoned.

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Hello ....

Well then do not really know where to start if the trouble is more than good. But no more.

few weeks ago I have problems balance, I hardly move or bone in my house all day I spend in bed, I have trouble eating or swallowing call, and makes me even more talk.

I have problems with God even though I know not and I stand firm in my beliefs and now more than ever, I feel they forgot about me, I know he has his plan and that but I can not understand, has a very coded language . I know that in his great wisdom that passes for something or for something more well, but I can not understand.

not feel like I mourn when I can not eat or write with a pen, when I have and I can hardly walk. But not my body like that refuses to mourn and finish line but I was laughing so good little by little I lived with my evil that do not become a nightmare. Angela Carrasco would say "no one is fighting the battle"

On the other hand I am a teacher turning things to me so defeated I commend my family and that is something I have and unfortunately few have, have the touch Perfect humor and strength that makes me get up every day without talking about the love they give me daily. Well that health may fail me but I have everything I love all my family and my friends ... do not complete the trio ... the necessary money ... We do not stray

, I tell you I'm fine and recovering but unfortunately not. Now I've been reassured, and increasingly more confirmed that from the beginning I repeat: nothing to do with my actions, my cells. This is a discussion that I have daily with God, I did something wrong? And in the Catholic or Western culture, not all are faults and things we have to pay. We grow up believing that, and when things happen like this we crashed.

is a complicated philosophical discussion which truth do not pay much attention now. Before, if I kill wondering why, why, and just understand that my cells gave teenage rebellion which I did not give me. What worries me now is that these cells are as persistent as me, not to mention stubborn and intense.

Well I'm stretching, but I feel not talked to you in a while, as they did me wrong my time isolate.

What I say to you is greater than the love that show me every day, my brothers, my uncles, my cousins \u200b\u200band friends. Maybe that keeps me going and really do not know why I'm still alive, but something will. My mission is not over think.

I tell you I'm living on the beach, my problems are what I eat fish every day, I itchy sand. But it is not, this is my reality and I accept it and do not like.
I just hope this happens to be my last test and difficult life, I never want to deal with these problems as me is in existence, though we're friends with sadness, is my only friend that I do not want a permanent relationship.

Also, I must tell you I learned to live without illusion, and although it sounds terrible I think it was my best decisions lately, do what I do without expecting anything in return. Do not believe I'm going to heal or I'll die just do what I have, of course as Harrisin Gerge says "while there is life there is hope I have not become a heartless character in the background I hope everything is resolved, but do not do much fuss about it as before.

Well that's kind of what I feel now, I regret not having written before but was committed Error feeling sorry for myself and no.

From you I learned little in the last days, how is everything? How are your dreams? Your goals? The truth is that I had a period where I forget everything and everyone to you, sorry, really I'm sorry.

Every day you wake up and look in the mirror and do not say anything, I see you teñiste hair, are a little fatter. How goes it's palsy?

Sometimes I see the picture you take with you and your brothers for over a year, makes me want to mourn, do not deny it, since that time no see.

I really love you and am with you, just that there are times when I can not help noticing just me. Porfa

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And I do not want to awaken compassion and pity for those who read me. It's offensive that I believe that but just in case. Nor is it a way of challenging God does not want to take it well and let me see that in fact, as soon as I did not believe, I can be worse.

is only what I see now that I've hit bottom and could not be worse. And while no pain and agony deep, and I thank you, I have taken everything that was beautiful, and I can not sing, nor can almost talk, not to take pictures as before, have no balance, not to run, I was in my dreams of paradise, not to laugh, and others.

This is not a claim I'm just waiting for my rebirth, I can not overlook the wonderful things that even I have my family first of all that is the most beautiful and important and this new ability to pair write. I can reason and decide, perhaps different decisions, but important to me, including among other things.

I can keep dreaming and I can continue to receive the affection of those who love me.

These meditations arise from a reality that I realize, when you hit bottom there is no choice to return to the surface. It's like the time when he lost his balance, initially I went to a pool and it seemed comical bed. With bad luck, neither I expected it, that I lost the north, south, up and down. As a result, I sank to the bottom. Without stopping to kick to come to the surface. Being in the background I think I should not fight alone. let's kick opened my eyes and see the stripes from the bottom of the pool and was able to locate the bottom, then turn right and saw the wall and remove the hand and felt the edge, then I grab the edge and left. Obviously

out there was a whole fuss. But I got out. Tremendous fright he had given. But it was not nothing but swallow plenty of water.

think I'm just now touching the bottom, and I should stop kicking, I already did what I was in my hands physically and emotionally speaking, it's time to think and find the surface.

As I said earlier, I think deep down inside I can not get, and I am interested to find out. Only I think it's time to think and be just me, I've accomplished so much that it would be foolish to stay halfway

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is something that maybe if we deny it difficult and sometimes not cuz we do not want to be guilty of our happiness or sadness. But a decision is crucial not only in moments of despair but in our daily lives. Reach


this conclusion after talking with my friend Daniel about some decisions he had taken. And it's not a matter of letting us live life as he pleases. It's about to step forward and say, it bothers me I do not like or want to change X thing. Making determinations and accept its consequences. Good or bad thing we teach.

A school teacher said "gross but determined" and it sounds funny as it should be one, perhaps our decisions are not the most successful may not take the best option, who knows? But we accept the consequences and not left with the question of what would become of me if ...?

's not that I always take the right decisions, but I assumed the impact of the paths I've taken, and I think I have learned that the most valuable is that I learned to be at peace with those decisions, although some very bad, I have made experience.

When we are small we decided not to stick their fingers into the fan, either past experience or because they tell us.

But we took that option and then realize that this time was the best, which is one of those questions than we would have liked not come out.

same thing happens maybe only now are far more complex, involving not only our integrity but that of those around us. Since

amazingly emerged unscathed from adolescence, thanks. And I'm not saying old. I realize many decisions I and I agree with them. Now more than ever I agree with them because they have established a consistency between who I am and what I am. I soon learned and I have taken by force many consequences which have brought to me.

As my psychologist, or more like he once discussed with her, so at this point feel that I have not decided for me as it did before. I think I made the most important decision of all and at this point, but it bothers me for all that is involved, it gives me peace and have taken the treatment. Have accepted it and follow it.

suddenly feel like you have put your fingers in the fan, I hope qu worth this time. Yesterday

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vi Aladin and convinced me that magic exists, maybe not the way I want, or what happens each night sleep with me. Perhaps the miracle that I dreamed not how I want it. But there is magic, not how but I was very excited watching Aladin, just like when I was 8.

And if anything I learned in all this is that things are all around us we just have to see well.

See the Magic Carpet, Aladdin and Princess again I returned to my childhood, those times when nothing was important and that we could laugh at the volume we wanted, that magic was everywhere and that the VHS were the last. What if foreign

or the time? If you now if I miss, before a child was innocent of many things now, but I laugh about things like children and more chocolate and can not see Disney movies I am very different. I can not explain to what level. I can say is that magic again be in my universe and even doubted her, I learned to see with different eyes.

The idea of \u200b\u200bthree wishes made me think what would I want? Now. When I was little I wanted to have power and money, fly and be famous. Now maybe those dreams have not changed much, have matured and have other nuances. Must be that magic brings me back to childhood.

What is that really impressed me yesterday Aladin and to feel that magic was present.

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Well I'm not going to hide

This week I've repeatedly insisted, is complicated but at least I do, I feel bad that I see wrong and hide from visitors and others.

But NO, not my fault being so, it may be silly to others but the disease is attacking him on all sides possible. And if you look at it this way, this was a side that had not yet attacked hard on me. But he did.

Sometimes I feel it is right to give him face to anyone, I can not. But those who really want to have shown me that it does not matter, even if in the foul and are 5 minutes I see is enough to give me encouragement. And as I said before is not my fault, is a moment that occurs.

few weeks ago my friend Rachel invited me to a party, after a week I said no, but then I thought, when will be together again and elegant then? And wait some to marriage as not
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Then call and said we recíbanme with sebas and cárguenme guy like a drunk to a chair and there I stayed all night. So was I put on my tie, a curious fact that I sign the shirt before I pointed out the swelling, and my dress, my shoes and I was nearly new. I had a great although I would have liked to dance with Linis.

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was a good night, and showed me that I should not hide from the world. Not my fault to be as I am and if it was not packed and I have to hide.

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aware of another reality

I'm in the chemotherapy room, in another area other than I normally go, lol get it late and almost no chair, which made me think that usually are beyond our reality.

words, although I've been more than a year in these, there are still things that I am aware, there are several equally heroic stories like mine.

We are like the activist blinded you think it does for your community and do not realize that there are other lives around him and his different realities and that of those around you, also do what they can to get ahead and make a difference. (Not I think of a better example oops.)

I said today I painted the hair, I may be the last time I do, and I looked good to go to chemo. Not that this is an event for me and I intend to make a fashion show would be in the moment and in the wrong place if you intend, but I assume so. As the song says Melody "before dead simple "and that's my point of view.

We can not live that life, as I have nobody repeating ninguneo us for more on us to be unclean.

My example is the clothes I wear I can hardly me, but I bring my best trousers and a bright red shirt. Like many I see here who are well groomed, as if to say to life. If so what?

There are others like you or ask anything to life, and let the disease take part of their will to live.

There are others with a very nice smile that causes infected. Most are elderly, not if you do not see that life has more chance for them. That life is full of possibilities, even to live from the disease.

I will not delve into in the discussion of "you do not know about my life" I think at this point no matter what our history think in the end no matter the destination but the journey.

The fact is that with my eyes I see another reality that was foreign to me and fills me with desire to get ahead, I will not explain why, but I shake and hear me say ... no.

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I have two issues to tell, both are equally important and math so the order of the goods does not alter the result.

yesterday Well it turns out that three of my friends came to visit, with I am a friend and from them 8th. Grade bone can say that we know very well. They are George, Oxcar and Diego, and we talked about everything, everyone is different bone that we have different views towards life, but unites us something stronger. I missed the other Oscar, C-arlos and Luis and would have been complete, but I think seeing them three was enough.

often I turned to my family as a reason to stay alive and they are, what happens is that yesterday in the midst of the rescue mission they did for me, living there was a reason.

My friends and other friends who does not get jealous, is that yesterday I realized that whether we talk about having lived so long and sharing it is sufficient reason to try again. Having so many things to say not only about life, became my new reason to get out of this emotional bajonazo had.

other hand ... I have fans I can not believe it is something that clearly is time for Anita, the Joker, Carlos Mateo, Iiris, Derly, Azariel My family, among others (because if the names one by one not finished). What happens is that acupuncture a few days ago, someone wanted me to know and a few days ago someone added me to Facebook and said I was a fan of mine and my writing and I had met casually.

Apart from the daily comments leave me posts. That

nice way to realize that much remains to be live and tell.

For now I'll take that to continue fighting, q insist is not above were not suficienteo that my family is not, only that these things have crushed me, slapped me and made me to be back on line John and Sophia, the "no-matter-what", sometimes I lose.

I thank you all for me is out of the emotional hole that was ... Thank you and excuse me for not naming them all is that many more. Downloads

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fillings that I'm tired of losing and giving

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This is something I need to do, kick the lunchbox, complain, vent. If someone does not agree tell me. And if you are sensitive to this sort of thing continue.

Today I am doing a count of what I lost because of illness, and I realize I'm alive to tell which.
Tired of giving and giving, a story of what being alive? This is life? I'm not bedridden but almost, I have lost the ability to speak but almost, I have not lost the ability to think, but hardly do. I know there are people worse
And what, I'm wrong and I am aware of all that I lost.
Was I going to win a lottery after this?, I'll be giving away a pair of wings? I will become a gray?

First I gave my stability and quit my normal life, then quit my face, my
Independence, sometimes to my dignity (when I drain the drool), my ability to smile, to mourn ... no I do not want.

Somebody explain to me what is the reason why I wake up every morning, at first I thought it was a sin that paid, then I thought it was a new way of living and teaching, now just do not understand.

be that I will have to swallow my words when I heal? Will I'll be a martyr? Or just a fighter who got tired of so much senseless battle?

Somebody explain.

I do not understand, good people good things happen, I am a good person, this is good? I think it took more than a year watching the positive side of everything, now I can not. Try and try and not make it, and nothing was or if I want to be right or wrong.

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After both confused and talking with friends. Then go to my aunt's house and fall on how much room I entered. After feeling something more than fear. Make a decision stupid and obvious.

I will live every moment he is alive. And now. I'm fine in a week and months are not either but I am alive and somewhat well.

I am making use of my positive thoughts and those things that will not let me detach myself from here.

As would Fangoria'm travesti radical plan and how is it, "I give back to any sign of sadness"

Be a day, two, a month or whatever God has planned for me I live but to my style. I said.

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Today I made a decision not feel anything

Being aware that I have lived in the past week, and waiting for results of my tests, with a poorer prognosis, I think I'm ready to write the fourth chapter of this story, disappointment again knocking at my door and I've gotten used to make me strong against everything.

I do not feel anything, he planned to return to my life and ignore it but do not leave me alone. That tenant is winning the fight, I have already given everything I do not know what else to be done.

The tenant likes to scare but this time as it seriously, I have no desire to fight him, let him be q he pleases. Although there are several things I do and live like I feel nothing, or will to fight for it.

I have no desire to get better or worse I want to spend the days and now, insist it is no longer how to ask the miracle of God, I still believe in him but his plans appear to be different and there is no argument that it does change position .

resign and I can only hope what he wants, I do not know if this is a shock but because I'm tired. Only

I have to say thanks to those who have given me messages reasons. I have done what he can do the impossible, if you want but do not make me suffer. I'm not as strong

feel nothing, sometimes I get a little angry, what helped me be so right and try to be as good person? Now do not get it. I just want to sleep all day and filled with things I like.

I do not deserve a revealing dream? An appearance that I clarify it? What we called in my marketing class customer service, we believe in you and that's it?, Not divine wisdom is not me. To tell me that things in front.

not like I feel empty, but I have no fear.

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Sometimes I feel that my emotions will win

Sometimes I feel that my emotions will win my reason, these days I q I hate to be as I am, these days I think is not fair to have to gain powers that others have and waste. These days I think there are people trying to kill while others try to live, these days I think what my life would be if none of this had happened, I wonder if those days would not have been better to die and save me so much grief.

Sometimes my dreams are reborn from the ashes, someone make me want to be normal, I do appreciate what could be done before and not now.

my tears Sometimes these things remind me daily that were previously difficult to achieve now.

A veces no me resigno a haber perdido lo que perdí, entiendo por qué tenía tanto afán y me gustaría no tener que vivir esto. A veces ya no se cómo mas pedirle el milagro a Dios, creo que él se ríe de mi escondido detrás de alguna espesa nube.
A veces dejo de ser yo y dejo que mi ánimo y buena vibra se tomen un descanso. A veces no estoy de acuerdo con tanto sufrimiento en mi familia. A veces le pregunto a Dios ¿por qué mi felicidad no puede ser completa? ¿Nadie puede ser feliz y tranquilo?. Antes tal vez o sufría por mi salud sino por otras cosas.

Quiero esta vez decirle a Dios o a la vida, ¡¡¡déjenme en paz un ratito!!!, ya estoy mejor pero no estoy bien completamente. Sometimes I think about my grandmother, I ask her patience and wonder how did she do to support?

is another of those gray days where I have many questions and not a single response.

What everyone tells me patience, but you do not already know what I'm waiting.

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my reason I'm dedicating a song

And more weird and bizarre as this I think I deserve it, I've earned it. And we always hope that someone else does. And why not ourselves? "Enamored" of ourselves and give us gifts. This song I feel that I deserve something more after a year of battle.


As a book Do not know the final
And what scares you read
Thus life is.


When you're born you're exposed to the pain already
And little by little, value
achieve growth.

[Chorus]
And like a heart
book teaches us that there is fear
What's failures and evil
What's battles to win.

And on every page
We love
fighter becomes ordinary and discovering
Not a hero like you.


Few who venture out of love
But you have faith
And that is everything. Do not fall


To live is to learn
And there is nothing to fear
If you believe in yourself.

And like a heart
book teaches us that there is fear
There are failures and evil
What's battles to win.

And on every page
We love
fighter becomes ordinary and discovering
Not a hero like you.


Only God Knows Where and when? Life will tell

I've done it only a dream

all will know how to win?.

And like a heart
book teaches us that there is fear
What's failures and evil
What's battles to win.

And on every page
We love
fighter becomes ordinary and discovering
Not a hero like you

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If I had not been who Fear

These days I thought many things because I have some free time. Among these is, what would become of me if it was not what I am?. I start with my options when I left the school wanted to study opera singing and visual arts.
If I had engaged in some of the two would be a little insane, first lyrical song would have been terrible because I lost my voice, and coordination in my movements, playing a character would have been a challenge to play someone designed to me.

Then there are the visual arts, and how I lost my coordination for nothing, do not think there might have been much created a new form of art, the unimane or something.

Now I can realize why life brought me here. Not that I think my life was written to reach this moment. Except that it all makes sense now why my friends are my friends, I chose my career, why work where I work.

Everything now makes sense and if I had taken other directions my suffering would be different. But not, fortunately I managed to build a life and get achievements I am proud.

Even people I've met at different times in my life and with whom, by twist of fate, I stopped talking, they have become characters, people I teaching and learning are no longer important in my life.

If I was not who I am, my life would be different.

had succumbed How about professions like acting or dancing. That would have been a trade unionist or a speaker, the mechanical or construction were my passion. I miss taking pictures and singing, but both were hobbies that I should sacrifice.
With the life I am who I am and so I'm very happy, there are things I would have liked to be or do, but that I have a life to live these things whether in short bursts.

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Watching a movie, my entertainment for more than a year on weekends, I found a phrase that defines me and is very important to remind us.

I could have stayed in bed and complaining, but do not suffer from severe pain or discomfort, I think I have reason to do so, but even in my most difficult moments I did not have done, and the sentence was "can not stop being yourself because you are afraid "

is very true, but fear that I, here am I followed with much of my life and just this month I stopped to retrieve a few things this year. And although many things have changed, thanks to my family, my friends and my bosses, I managed to keep.

I never get tired of saying it's the worst fear and before fight disease or condition, we must face it and not get any, you have to put the chest and understand it.
It took me almost 5 months to understand, knowing he was being a victim of fear, how do you overcome? In my own case first, believing in God, and secondly, believing more in myself.

how so? If God exists and no matter the religion that we must believe that there is a higher being, for me is the Catholic God taught me from birth, sometimes it is how we respond as we would hope not but there is a God there is and could not explain the times I've been at my side, but there is.

Anyway, I have not been the fear, there some discussion to be done but at the time they reach will be faced by everyone. At the moment I think one of the major elements used to hide fear is death and failure, but the pair also have to fear.

And believing in yourself is important, if we have been so psicorrigidos and correct as I tried to believe that there tufts to reproach. And if instead we have not been as consistent with our lives, we must forgive and move on, learn from our mistakes.

I have not stopped being me, I have taken other positions on life and different roles that I imagined my 24, well 22 when I started, but generally they have been learning and situations that have taught me much, and I have grown.

should not stop being a fear, being yourself and loving are one of the engines and spark to fuel the flame of life and desire to fight back. Banda




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'm 24 years? A pair of angels

But if the 23 never felt my age
Although repeated a thousand and one times for papers, tests and procedures, and always received the same response: "too young", yet I'm not used to be 23 and worse still I start saying I have 24 years.
Damn, time passes at all, if it lists everything I've lived in a year, I can say that the other 23 were a dull pa open mouths what I was coming. Do not think it changes anything because he has lived the past and I have learned. But I'm not used to not being able to smile ... the only thing I check.

And as my avant is stronger than me and takes me to live all the others first, this time I can not be the exception, I have anticipated live one of the most powerful experiences you can live a human being but as it says the song "I'm still, I'm still Jenny from the block"

And far from being one more of the neighborhood as the song says, nor is it the best, I am still el mismo, con nuevas metas y con los pies aún más en la tierra. Con ganas de vivir y hacer muchas cosas. Entendí lo que es importante en la vida y volví a creer.

He tenido que aprender de todo y de todos. Y aunque hasta el momento he vivido todo de la mejor forma posible, y espero que siga así porque he cosechado lo que sembré, también abrí los ojos a una realidad ajena que nunca antes me había tocado y que aunque sabía que existía, hasta que no te afecta no le paras bolas.
Por primera vez en la vida, estoy seguro de lo que quiero y todo lo que pasó antes tiene sentido.

Todo eso lo aprendí en un año.

Qué son 24 años cuando siento que mi vida the I can summarize in a single year?
What are 24, if you learned mourn and smile (while)?
What are 24 years if one learned that laughter does not come from the mouth but the soul (though I forget at times)?
What are 24 years if one have suffered and dared more than any other?
What are 24 years if I've learned into one to be consistent in life has its fruits?
There is much life left to live for other things to worry about, but in my still burning the flame that now more than ever I eat.
What is a year if at 23 I could see how beautiful and wonderful all around me? and q remains to be seen ... 24 are
just the beginning of a number of things.
Life gave me a second chance and so I lasts 5 minutes or an eternity I make the most.
We are never aware of what we have until we go through situations how are you.

And the remaining years.

The only thing I pray is that this test is more difficult than having to live in my life I lived because others thought they were complicated, but as they were silly next to this, and like every step that climb is more difficult than the previous. I hope I have reached the top, enough for a human through learning.

The case is 24 years now, for me are like 23.5 because I had to stop my maturity natural aging and forward a bit but I stopped living things of my age, I think that what I am and advance had lived.

Anyway, it's been a year since my last birthday, and unless I can not get the clothes he wore the day he celebrated with pride I say, I have lived the most difficult year of my life and I'm still here. Better or worse than before? I do not know, despite the face I dare say better and very happy.

chemotherapy

Toddler Ballet Dancewear

Today something happened that never before had happened. I met a couple of angels. And quiet is not the product of the medicines in my brain or anything. They are two boys who sat near where I was.

Anyone who knows me knows that engendritos and I recently (read as engendritos = children). But these two had something more special was that, apart from its wings.

Both had something similar to mine because they were operated, when the head is noted. And they were in radio and chemotherapy .. had their marks and visible radiation as they were truly at the time.

Juan and Sofia, whose names so beautiful, and most beautiful children, all smiling and talking about food. John is older than Sofia and behaved like an older brother but they are not brothers. John had something akin to the limb loss I had, but much stronger, however smiling Sofia by showing that he could move the fingers of the hand.

That smiles so pretty and cute when they were taken to eat donuts. I am hardly moved, but John and Sophie managed to touch my heart. They gave me a slap and made me see that I've achieved a lot and therefore I should not miss what I lost, but give thanks for what I have.

Believe me I have no words to describe John and Sofia as a great beacon in the darkness for me. And behind them their mothers, a pair of very young women with that great love alo like my mommy. I am a man and I must say women have something else that we are a warrior, a struggling and when are moms more. Like my mom saw them two were the great love they have for their children. Thanks for keeping us alive and life many times as necessary. That parents not be jealous, they also have an important role in this. Single moms earn the protagonist in these stories.


Returning to John and Sophia, I'm speechless, what a great lesson in life gave me, and I'll keep writing about you then, when out of my astonishment and to digest everything I learned from you without even crossing a word because I was not saying anything layers.

Fat Woman In Girdle Smoking Asks Me To Dance

Bits and Pieces. The power to amaze

I see positive things that scare me, and not say or annoying. It's just that my motor and my strength, though far from the old ones have improved. And my fear is losing again, this is like a circle. On the one hand if I have them, because it looks terrible and my progress and my quality of life improves. But on the other to possibly retrieve them again later or losing.

Hell, this happens when you think of more things when you do not live the moment, I must say, walk better and get my left arm has some coordination is something that makes me very happy. But inevitably think about the future and say, what if I go back to remove those powers once and grabbed me? Who? Well, not life and circumstances.

It is a fact to which I can not play the fool nor intend to consume as many neurons. But because they are things that happen to me I can not let them miss.

For now I am happy to travel again, and this year will be walking. That's what I proposed and is the goal. At least in my country and then try to respond to invitations from my friends outside my country and I want to make surprise visit to my aunt in Germany, so get ready ... jajajajja.

other hand I must tell you that I was on a radio show dedicated to talking about me, but I thought only my family would listen to the speaker, I received several calls from people who do not know and as always insurmountable, very nice people who called. Thanks. And although there was a small complication was sharing a little of my experience with others. Banda
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But no - Laura Pausini
On the radio - Donna Summer
I give up - Luis Fonsi.
Your Love - Kylie Minogue
All the single ladies - Beyonce
Boombox - Kylie Minogue

PS my birthday is coming and still not know how to celebrate these 23.5 years (they are 24) will receive suggestions.

White Gooey Stuff In Shower Has A Weird Smell

I feel like a cat with a ball of thread. I heard a song that has nothing to do with me or my time or anything and although it is sad I have good memories. As one of my hobbies was singing (badly) this song invites me to sing, to return.

This song reminds me of the 90's a beautiful time of my life. It reminds me of my grandfather, the school, makes me think of pasta with meat from my grandmother.

And now back to make me happy again.

not know how to explain all that this song brings me to the head. I can only say that every time I hear it amazes me more and more. That was something I missed, not cancer. Life had deleted the surprise of my emotions, and the cancer returned to writing in all possible ways. Must thank this and as many as re connect with my family and friends, meet so many wonderful people and others.

And here's the song Bad Love

(take note q This is a video made by a fan)

How Long Should Be Penis At 15 With Diagram

The meaning of dreams - Signs Divine

Well was about to send you the answer or meaning a dream a friend and I found myself trying to understand my latest recurring dream before I was diagnosed, it is that I dreamed of flying very low and had some difficulty in flying.

According to the interpretation of dreams this is what my dream
Blowing
flying very low and hard by the flight obstacles, means illness, instability in their own affairs, in which the dreamer will recover.

Oh gosh, if my dream is true, and I must say that I believe in them, I will replace it. Another sign

Divine??

Well I have to say I got another sign, this time contrary to popular that I can say the Holy but not the miracle. The saint was my office ... it was one of those things I recharged the batteries to keep going beyond surprised too, I do not need more reasons to keep pushing forward but these extras help much.

Although today I am in one of my worst post-chemotherapy nausea and maybe I'm a bit grumpy, I can not pass these q nice things happen to me.

Banda Sonora (sorry Joker)

Spinning Around - Kylie Minogue
Your Disco Needs You - Kylie Minogue
Song - Rosa Lopez
All the Single Ladies - Beyonce

Why Does My Cat's Butt Foam

the best style of Gaviota - Just one year

"Gaviota you see in the distance fly very high" . Café con aroma who saw a woman will remember the song from this novel, I was very young when I saw it and perhaps did not follow from beginning to end, but whenever I went to where my grandparents (most nights) and saw her suffering with Olivares Carolina history and sorrows. If you are my faithful readers will remember that ever mentioned in a previous post.

"Seagull takes flight that does not stop, I sent a year ago to fly the gull and has not stopped, the style of his inspiration has taken off and reached a high speed. A Olivares Carolina or The Seagull he learned that pride and that strength that I already had since I was born, only that she helped to focus it, to make real and visible, because my and my strength Berraquero the inheritance of my fathers and my grandmothers, the take pride of my grandparents and my family strength, momentum and flight techniques of my friends and my mood brothers.

to what this is? In my blog meets and one year, a year ago I was in radiation therapy, was very scared, but he was one of my first stirrings of "because I am not going to stay with the desire to ..." and I got that day was a day nice, I had breakfast, I was nice and went out to greet the sun in the park is in the residential complex where I live.

came out and said, well then I just read my mother, I start to write what I feel I need say much because I can not take pictures. I started writing and as a vent.

have emerged thousand and one written, some that I posted and others not. I had to retract on many things like my complaint about the non arrival of Kylie Minogue to Colombia and the film Sex and the City. In the end that if it happened. I had to live very bizarre things, but thanks to the blog and the posts I read all I managed to overcome the bad things. I have been reunited with old friends and met many other "Heroes del silencio" very great living and do battle in complete silence, but sharing your experience.

I laughed reading my writing and my relief as the "The Wool Cap," I have constructive criticism, but mostly I've learned a lot from those who follow me.

I am very happy not to have stayed with the desire to create I blog because it also helped me to have different perspectives on life.

the end, and they have not seen the book and want to experience for themselves the final pass to the next paragraph, Gaviota ended happily married to Sebastian, he achieved what he proposed and fought for what he wanted.

My Seagull has achieved much more than what was proposed and has learned as much, has laughed and cried, what I admire most is that he has learned to be happy regardless.

My Seagull is my blog and I love him so much I want to share their first year of life. Q Thanks to my readers.