Thursday, April 30, 2009
Set Time On Sony Dvp-sr200p
Watching a movie, my entertainment for more than a year on weekends, I found a phrase that defines me and is very important to remind us.
I could have stayed in bed and complaining, but do not suffer from severe pain or discomfort, I think I have reason to do so, but even in my most difficult moments I did not have done, and the sentence was "can not stop being yourself because you are afraid "
is very true, but fear that I, here am I followed with much of my life and just this month I stopped to retrieve a few things this year. And although many things have changed, thanks to my family, my friends and my bosses, I managed to keep.
I never get tired of saying it's the worst fear and before fight disease or condition, we must face it and not get any, you have to put the chest and understand it.
It took me almost 5 months to understand, knowing he was being a victim of fear, how do you overcome? In my own case first, believing in God, and secondly, believing more in myself.
how so? If God exists and no matter the religion that we must believe that there is a higher being, for me is the Catholic God taught me from birth, sometimes it is how we respond as we would hope not but there is a God there is and could not explain the times I've been at my side, but there is.
Anyway, I have not been the fear, there some discussion to be done but at the time they reach will be faced by everyone. At the moment I think one of the major elements used to hide fear is death and failure, but the pair also have to fear.
And believing in yourself is important, if we have been so psicorrigidos and correct as I tried to believe that there tufts to reproach. And if instead we have not been as consistent with our lives, we must forgive and move on, learn from our mistakes.
I have not stopped being me, I have taken other positions on life and different roles that I imagined my 24, well 22 when I started, but generally they have been learning and situations that have taught me much, and I have grown.
should not stop being a fear, being yourself and loving are one of the engines and spark to fuel the flame of life and desire to fight back. Banda
sound I'm A Survivor - Destiny's Child
Brass in poket.
Pretenders Do It - Spice Girls
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Where To Buy Goats Yogurt In Melbourne
'm 24 years? A pair of angels
But if the 23 never felt my age
Although repeated a thousand and one times for papers, tests and procedures, and always received the same response: "too young", yet I'm not used to be 23 and worse still I start saying I have 24 years.
Damn, time passes at all, if it lists everything I've lived in a year, I can say that the other 23 were a dull pa open mouths what I was coming. Do not think it changes anything because he has lived the past and I have learned. But I'm not used to not being able to smile ... the only thing I check.
And as my avant is stronger than me and takes me to live all the others first, this time I can not be the exception, I have anticipated live one of the most powerful experiences you can live a human being but as it says the song "I'm still, I'm still Jenny from the block"
And far from being one more of the neighborhood as the song says, nor is it the best, I am still el mismo, con nuevas metas y con los pies aún más en la tierra. Con ganas de vivir y hacer muchas cosas. Entendí lo que es importante en la vida y volví a creer.
He tenido que aprender de todo y de todos. Y aunque hasta el momento he vivido todo de la mejor forma posible, y espero que siga así porque he cosechado lo que sembré, también abrí los ojos a una realidad ajena que nunca antes me había tocado y que aunque sabía que existía, hasta que no te afecta no le paras bolas.
Por primera vez en la vida, estoy seguro de lo que quiero y todo lo que pasó antes tiene sentido.
Todo eso lo aprendí en un año.
Qué son 24 años cuando siento que mi vida the I can summarize in a single year?
What are 24, if you learned mourn and smile (while)?
What are 24 years if one learned that laughter does not come from the mouth but the soul (though I forget at times)?
What are 24 years if one have suffered and dared more than any other?
What are 24 years if I've learned into one to be consistent in life has its fruits?
There is much life left to live for other things to worry about, but in my still burning the flame that now more than ever I eat.
What is a year if at 23 I could see how beautiful and wonderful all around me? and q remains to be seen ... 24 are
just the beginning of a number of things.
Life gave me a second chance and so I lasts 5 minutes or an eternity I make the most.
We are never aware of what we have until we go through situations how are you.
And the remaining years.
The only thing I pray is that this test is more difficult than having to live in my life I lived because others thought they were complicated, but as they were silly next to this, and like every step that climb is more difficult than the previous. I hope I have reached the top, enough for a human through learning.
The case is 24 years now, for me are like 23.5 because I had to stop my maturity natural aging and forward a bit but I stopped living things of my age, I think that what I am and advance had lived.
Anyway, it's been a year since my last birthday, and unless I can not get the clothes he wore the day he celebrated with pride I say, I have lived the most difficult year of my life and I'm still here. Better or worse than before? I do not know, despite the face I dare say better and very happy.
chemotherapy
But if the 23 never felt my age
Although repeated a thousand and one times for papers, tests and procedures, and always received the same response: "too young", yet I'm not used to be 23 and worse still I start saying I have 24 years.
Damn, time passes at all, if it lists everything I've lived in a year, I can say that the other 23 were a dull pa open mouths what I was coming. Do not think it changes anything because he has lived the past and I have learned. But I'm not used to not being able to smile ... the only thing I check.
And as my avant is stronger than me and takes me to live all the others first, this time I can not be the exception, I have anticipated live one of the most powerful experiences you can live a human being but as it says the song "I'm still, I'm still Jenny from the block"
And far from being one more of the neighborhood as the song says, nor is it the best, I am still el mismo, con nuevas metas y con los pies aún más en la tierra. Con ganas de vivir y hacer muchas cosas. Entendí lo que es importante en la vida y volví a creer.
He tenido que aprender de todo y de todos. Y aunque hasta el momento he vivido todo de la mejor forma posible, y espero que siga así porque he cosechado lo que sembré, también abrí los ojos a una realidad ajena que nunca antes me había tocado y que aunque sabía que existía, hasta que no te afecta no le paras bolas.
Por primera vez en la vida, estoy seguro de lo que quiero y todo lo que pasó antes tiene sentido.
Todo eso lo aprendí en un año.
Qué son 24 años cuando siento que mi vida the I can summarize in a single year?
What are 24, if you learned mourn and smile (while)?
What are 24 years if one learned that laughter does not come from the mouth but the soul (though I forget at times)?
What are 24 years if one have suffered and dared more than any other?
What are 24 years if I've learned into one to be consistent in life has its fruits?
There is much life left to live for other things to worry about, but in my still burning the flame that now more than ever I eat.
What is a year if at 23 I could see how beautiful and wonderful all around me? and q remains to be seen ... 24 are
just the beginning of a number of things.
Life gave me a second chance and so I lasts 5 minutes or an eternity I make the most.
We are never aware of what we have until we go through situations how are you.
And the remaining years.
The only thing I pray is that this test is more difficult than having to live in my life I lived because others thought they were complicated, but as they were silly next to this, and like every step that climb is more difficult than the previous. I hope I have reached the top, enough for a human through learning.
The case is 24 years now, for me are like 23.5 because I had to stop my maturity natural aging and forward a bit but I stopped living things of my age, I think that what I am and advance had lived.
Anyway, it's been a year since my last birthday, and unless I can not get the clothes he wore the day he celebrated with pride I say, I have lived the most difficult year of my life and I'm still here. Better or worse than before? I do not know, despite the face I dare say better and very happy.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Toddler Ballet Dancewear
Today something happened that never before had happened. I met a couple of angels. And quiet is not the product of the medicines in my brain or anything. They are two boys who sat near where I was.
Anyone who knows me knows that engendritos and I recently (read as engendritos = children). But these two had something more special was that, apart from its wings.
Both had something similar to mine because they were operated, when the head is noted. And they were in radio and chemotherapy .. had their marks and visible radiation as they were truly at the time.
Juan and Sofia, whose names so beautiful, and most beautiful children, all smiling and talking about food. John is older than Sofia and behaved like an older brother but they are not brothers. John had something akin to the limb loss I had, but much stronger, however smiling Sofia by showing that he could move the fingers of the hand.
That smiles so pretty and cute when they were taken to eat donuts. I am hardly moved, but John and Sophie managed to touch my heart. They gave me a slap and made me see that I've achieved a lot and therefore I should not miss what I lost, but give thanks for what I have.
Believe me I have no words to describe John and Sofia as a great beacon in the darkness for me. And behind them their mothers, a pair of very young women with that great love alo like my mommy. I am a man and I must say women have something else that we are a warrior, a struggling and when are moms more. Like my mom saw them two were the great love they have for their children. Thanks for keeping us alive and life many times as necessary. That parents not be jealous, they also have an important role in this. Single moms earn the protagonist in these stories.
Returning to John and Sophia, I'm speechless, what a great lesson in life gave me, and I'll keep writing about you then, when out of my astonishment and to digest everything I learned from you without even crossing a word because I was not saying anything layers.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Fat Woman In Girdle Smoking Asks Me To Dance
Bits and Pieces. The power to amaze
I see positive things that scare me, and not say or annoying. It's just that my motor and my strength, though far from the old ones have improved. And my fear is losing again, this is like a circle. On the one hand if I have them, because it looks terrible and my progress and my quality of life improves. But on the other to possibly retrieve them again later or losing.
Hell, this happens when you think of more things when you do not live the moment, I must say, walk better and get my left arm has some coordination is something that makes me very happy. But inevitably think about the future and say, what if I go back to remove those powers once and grabbed me? Who? Well, not life and circumstances.
It is a fact to which I can not play the fool nor intend to consume as many neurons. But because they are things that happen to me I can not let them miss.
For now I am happy to travel again, and this year will be walking. That's what I proposed and is the goal. At least in my country and then try to respond to invitations from my friends outside my country and I want to make surprise visit to my aunt in Germany, so get ready ... jajajajja.
other hand I must tell you that I was on a radio show dedicated to talking about me, but I thought only my family would listen to the speaker, I received several calls from people who do not know and as always insurmountable, very nice people who called. Thanks. And although there was a small complication was sharing a little of my experience with others. Banda
sound
But no - Laura Pausini
On the radio - Donna Summer
I give up - Luis Fonsi.
Your Love - Kylie Minogue
All the single ladies - Beyonce
Boombox - Kylie Minogue
PS my birthday is coming and still not know how to celebrate these 23.5 years (they are 24) will receive suggestions.
I see positive things that scare me, and not say or annoying. It's just that my motor and my strength, though far from the old ones have improved. And my fear is losing again, this is like a circle. On the one hand if I have them, because it looks terrible and my progress and my quality of life improves. But on the other to possibly retrieve them again later or losing.
Hell, this happens when you think of more things when you do not live the moment, I must say, walk better and get my left arm has some coordination is something that makes me very happy. But inevitably think about the future and say, what if I go back to remove those powers once and grabbed me? Who? Well, not life and circumstances.
It is a fact to which I can not play the fool nor intend to consume as many neurons. But because they are things that happen to me I can not let them miss.
For now I am happy to travel again, and this year will be walking. That's what I proposed and is the goal. At least in my country and then try to respond to invitations from my friends outside my country and I want to make surprise visit to my aunt in Germany, so get ready ... jajajajja.
other hand I must tell you that I was on a radio show dedicated to talking about me, but I thought only my family would listen to the speaker, I received several calls from people who do not know and as always insurmountable, very nice people who called. Thanks. And although there was a small complication was sharing a little of my experience with others. Banda
sound
But no - Laura Pausini
On the radio - Donna Summer
I give up - Luis Fonsi.
Your Love - Kylie Minogue
All the single ladies - Beyonce
Boombox - Kylie Minogue
PS my birthday is coming and still not know how to celebrate these 23.5 years (they are 24) will receive suggestions.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
White Gooey Stuff In Shower Has A Weird Smell
I feel like a cat with a ball of thread. I heard a song that has nothing to do with me or my time or anything and although it is sad I have good memories. As one of my hobbies was singing (badly) this song invites me to sing, to return.
This song reminds me of the 90's a beautiful time of my life. It reminds me of my grandfather, the school, makes me think of pasta with meat from my grandmother.
And now back to make me happy again.
not know how to explain all that this song brings me to the head. I can only say that every time I hear it amazes me more and more. That was something I missed, not cancer. Life had deleted the surprise of my emotions, and the cancer returned to writing in all possible ways. Must thank this and as many as re connect with my family and friends, meet so many wonderful people and others.
And here's the song Bad Love
(take note q This is a video made by a fan)
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